To Whoever…

Whoever in the world reads this, I just want you to know, whoever you are… Loneliness can kill people, but as a society nobody wants to talk to people about it, nobody wants to give people the time… We suffer in silence… How do people overcome loneliness if no one wants to talk to them…… Continue reading To Whoever…

Remember Good Times

When I saw my CPN on Friday (26th), we spoke about a few specific things, and he helped me come up with a list of good memories to remember my partner Roger, because today (27th) is the anniversary of when Roger passed away, several years ago. My CPN is brilliant and so helpful, he knew… Continue reading Remember Good Times

Loyalty After Loss

In 2 months time it will be 6 years since I lost my partner Roger. But the thing is, the way my mind works confuses me. My mind still lives in this kinda fantasy / dream world, were I still believe my partner will come back alive (I know, strange huh), my mind has always… Continue reading Loyalty After Loss

This Time Last Year

On this date (28th Aug) it’s been exactly a year since I was last in hospital (I was sectioned)… The point is, I’m realising the difference from last year and this year. For example, last year I was in hospital 5 times (Clock View twice, Broadoak twice, and the Priory in Cheadle). The reason I… Continue reading This Time Last Year

Started Volunteering

So, yesterday morning (9th May) was my first time doing some volunteering in Mersey Care NHS FT, it was a big step for me and I finally felt proud of myself. The person who helps me with any volunteer opportunities attended the location with me, just so that I wouldn’t be nervous or shy for… Continue reading Started Volunteering

Wrong Decisions As Usual

So the past couple weeks, I’ve been thinking and decided to withdraw from services (Mersey Care) as when I’m not feeling right I make wrong decisions, so my latest decisions recently is to withdraw from services because I feel like a hassle, in the way, an inconvenience, things like that. So I’ll see how I… Continue reading Wrong Decisions As Usual

My Stay In Broadoak

I’ve finally got around to writing about my stay in Broadoak unit. I was detained under the mental health act (section 2), so I was there for a month (28th Aug – 27th Sep). It’s the second time I’ve been at Broadoak, the first time was only for few days. I’ve already written a post… Continue reading My Stay In Broadoak